MerryMommy

Prematurity and Pandemics The absolute hardest thing I have done in my life is delivering my twins 8 weeks early and leaving them in the hospital every single night for the first month of their lives. It was a gut-wrenching blow each and every time. What would the next day bring? When would they get out of those 4 walls and breathe fresh air? How could I ever explain to them that it wasn't supposed to be like this, and I'd never done this before either? All we could do was put hope and trust in the doctors and nurses, and even they couldn't make any promises. In the fog of this new-mom-with-no-babies-at-home trauma, it was very hard to see past the next hour, and impossible to know what impact this experience would have on the rest of my life.  This first experience with prematurity came out of nowhere. Despite my knowing that preterm delivery was the number one risk of my twin pregnancy, the moment itself came as a surprise. I was having a healthy, enjoyable pregnancy up u...